haven't posted here in what feels like forever
this blog was meant to be about my transition
so when things started being less about transitioning and more about just being, it became less of a necessity to write
but
god
my sister emailed me yesterday and it broke my heart.
I've been living in this fantasy world where eventually my family comes around, but I'm starting to realize that it's never going to happen. They resent me for all the drama I've brought to the family. I know that.

They think I'm being selfish with my decisions.