wow

post coitus I want to like, chop wood and build ships and wrestle grizzly bears.

inside a boy

it's funny that as you transition, you start to become more and more comfortable in your own skin and you figure out what you want and you have people perceiving you a certain way and it all is working
and then you pursue a relationship or sex or whatever it is you're looking for and suddenly everything becomes complicated all over again.
especially when that girl is straight
hem
I guess I feel like when I'm around her I'm really....over doing the masculinity thing? At my most natural there is a healthy balance. I consider myself to be pretty in touch with my feminine side, and there are several aspects about me...my interests, my music, my appearance, my mannerisms, that cause me to appear to be an adorable little gay man but I love ladies
it is a problem!

ohhhh I had more thoughts but they are gone now.