This weekend was all about cleaning up my life. After last therapy when I just got pissed off about everything, I realized it was all because I was feeling trapped and unable to move forward. Up until this point, my transition was going at a natural progression. I cut my hair, wore men's clothing, started wearing a shirt and tie to work, started binding...etc etc...but I hit a wall because I was too scared to come out to people or anything like that.
So this weekend it was time. I came out to my boss, my roommate, and a couple friends. I'm just slowly working on it. And then this weekend I cleaned the house and my room, and I took all the clothes I considered girly and put them away in a box where nobody can see. I went through facebook and deleted all pictures where I look female. (I think I got them all, idk)
I've been doing exercises to lower my voice as well. I can already get pretty low naturally, but I'm trying to train myself to not make a strange face when I go down to my even lower range. To do this I've been singing in the car...a lot. It helps a whole bunch, I swear.
I guess that's it for now.
Monday, February 23, 2009
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