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it's going to be so hard and I'm really scared.
but when it's gotten to the point where I can't look at myself in the mirror....something has to change, right?

I've been talking to the ex a lot lately...he's so lucky that he's in a new place where he can really explore himself without having to worry about all the people who used to know her.

I've been thinking about names and things still but I'm a little unsure about it. The movement from people calling me Jessica to people just calling me Jess has been a complete success. And I've been introducing myself to strangers as Jesse, because it's the only thing I can think of.

Anyway.

I don't know what I'm doing.