steps

smoke a cigarette
go to sleep
wake up
go buy a new fucking camera
bartend all night

I'm finally making some progress in therapy. All the questions I've been asking about my identity are finally coming to a close, and I'm feeling more and more comfortable in my own skin.
Still, it's always disconcerting when I get pulled back into reality by other people sometimes...but it's all about being comfortable with myself, right?
right.